Heyy. HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE! :]

Omg, so much to blog about! Hahah.

First. Erm, yesterday was school's Halloween celebration so I went! :D Supposed to watch a movie, but I didnt. Haha. I watched it before already. Quite boring lah. Hindi movie :\

So just walked around in the dark with Xtine, Shernise, Sherlyn, Yan Xin and Jolene, Melissa and Stef Yuen but they went home very fast. Hahah.

Then there was an interval so went up to MPR 2 (coz it was raining) to but cotton candy and popcorn. The people selling were hot siahrs. Hahahahhahah.

Anyway :D , since I came from CCA, I wasnt dressed up or anything. But luckily, I had my blacks right, so crissie sprayed my hair red then I looked like I was bleeding x) and she scrunched my hair. Then I took off my skirt (I was using the black tights underneath) and yah. That's my costume :D Shernise said I looked like a mad person who has amnesia and just came out from a car crash and doesn't know what happened. Hahah. Idk if that's a compliment or just a statement or what but it was so cool :D Haha

Then cam-whored. Shernise, Ain, Sherlyn and Yan Xin they all went home. Me and Crissie went back to school, camwhore summore. Hahah. Then asked our parents if she can sleep over, they say can! Wheee~

So she stayed over, didnt do much last night. Watched a movie, ate Macs, went to bathe, then sleep. At about 1.20/2? I slept then I woke up at 4 a.m. Then couldnt sleep till like 5.30. Haha. Then woke up at 10 I think. Damn tired. Had a cool dream. Luckily I wrote it down so I wont forget it :D

Then bathe and change and eat and all coz we were going to Holland V. to cut hair.

Had lunch there and all.

Cut hair already, went to eat chocolate fondue :D It seriously rocks ok.

Cam-whored a lot. Until both our phones died. LOL. Will upload the pics on fb soon! :)

Yep, so sent Crissie home and all. Hahah.

Cant wait to go to Church tomorrow! Squeals! :D

Heehee. I'm sure you know why ;]

Kaykay. I wanna go watch a scary movie now, but idk what show is nice. I so wanna watch Jennifer's Body but it's like NC16. GAHH. All the good shows are NC16 =.=

Btw I still havent watched VD episode 7 yet! Hahah. I'll watch it later :)

Kayyyy, so bye! ^^

Love♥
Zeal.

Hey :) Today was a longlong day. So exhausted. Hahah.

Kay. So first, ermm went to school, assembly blahblah. Went to another classroom. Sighs. Forgot what class it was... Aaannnnyyywaaaayyyys, I think we had some speech by Noah's Ark, some animal organisation thingy. Then had Spelling Bee Grand Finals. Adiba won! :D Heehee. So damn good lahr she. Some of the words were really like... WOAH. Hahah. Reallyreally. Then recess :) Erms, went with Ayuni, Sharmaine and Amanda. Then later went with Shernise, Poh Yi, Yan Xin andddd Alyssa and Geraldine I think :)

Then had to prepare the speech for the stupid 3-way conferencing thingy. Blehhh. Hate it loads. Gahh whatever lah. No choice :P Then discuss some stuff then end school. Then Shernise forced me go Indian Dance audi. I agreed lah, whatever. Hahah. I just thought to give it a shot :D Heh. Then went to Tampines Mall with Shernise and Poh Yi coz the audi starts at 3.30 and school ended at 12.30. Then went, took bus. At first we wanted to go White Sands, but decided to go TM in the end x)

Then went to eat at Macs. Saw Rene and Gracia there! Hahah. Then walked back to the bus stop, it was raining. So walked in the rain. So nice. Refreshing :P We walked, talked and ran in the rain! Hahah. Oh, and tied shoe laces :D I dont think I'll get sick, but maybe I will, idk. Only God knows XD

Sooooo went back to the Holy Trin bus stop. My hair and clothes were frikin wet! Haha. My fringe was totally screwed. Bleh. Then took the bus, reached school at 3.10 or smth. Then went up to the room, Shern taught me some dance steps, but our (Me, Saidah, Preetika and some Sec2 girl) dance was different from theirs. Hahah. Damn harddd D: Very hard to remember. Then I think I messed up. Hahah. So dont think I'll get in :P Then went out side to go home. Found my bag and blanket (Drama props) outside the dance studio... o.o Hahahaha. I was like "Eh..? Is that... Nah, cant be lah." Then I went to see and it really was :D

Then took bus aloneeee ^^ Listened to music. THen reached home, first thing I saw was 2 men in my house. I was like standing outside the gate like : O.o

LOLOLOL. Turns out they were the people fixing my air con XD There were about 4 men. Weird. Idk why need so many of them. Hahah. So I dont think I'll be sleeping in my bro's room ever again. Sighs. Yeah, I slept in his room last night and 2 nights ago coz there was no space in my parents' room (my sisters were sleeping there). So yeah. Oh, and after experiencing sleeping in my bro's room, I totally see him from a different light now. Hahah ;D

Kk, so bye! :D

Love♥
Zeal.

P.S. I took a very short nap just now. Even though I was only sleeping for awhile, I already started dreaming, which is weird... My dream was so... God. So scary and a hurtful... Sighs.

Hey. I'm depressed, man. Sigh. I've been waiting so long for today to come but it just came crashing down on me. Sigh.

So y'know today's Sunday. I went for mass, went into Church 2 mins late, but mass havent start yet. I was looking around for him, still didnt see him. Then mass started, blahblah. Then went for communion. I saw Jay. Hahah. But I dont think he saw me. Then still didnt see him, the one I was looking for. I saw Issac, Tristan and Nigel, but didnt see him...

Then I almost totally lost hope. I prayed to see him. BUT my prayers weren't answered today :(

After mass, went downstairs. I was clinging onto that last shard of light in my heart, that I would still get a chance to see him.

But I didnt.

So I gave up completely.

So today was really depressing. I waited a long time for this day to come, okay.

Love♥
Zeal.

P.S. I regret walking away last week. He was walking up to me, he wanted to talk to me. I saw him coming towards me, but I purposely walked away. FUCK IT... :(

Hey :)

Today was so boring. Sigh. Hm, no school since it's Saturday. So I just stayed at home. I like slept at 4 a.m. and I woke up at 8 a.m. But I wasnt sleepy... Hahah.

Then I had waffles for breakfast x) So delicious-licious :D At that time it was about 9 (I spent an hour trying to go back to sleep, but I didnt sleep again in the end. Bleh.) Then just lie down in bed till like 10.30. Then my sisters went for guitar and I went to bathe. Then watched VD episode 2 a while, then stopped it and fb-ed.

Then at about 12, my sisters came home. Ate spaghetti for lunch (: Talked a lot during lunch. Hahah. Talked about random stuffs. Talked about.. Kristen getting a new phone, about Megan getting an iTouch (since my dad got an iPhone, my sister's getting my dad's old iTouch) and me getting nothing =.= Sigh.

Then after lunch, turned on the air con, forced my sisters to watch VD. Haha! They love it now, because of me x)

Smuggled food into my room to eat while watching VD. Hahah. Luckily my parents didnt see. My sisters were supposed to be studying also, coz this week is their exams. Yah, whatever.

Then after episode 1, watched episode 2! Hahah. So frikin nice~ I can watch it over and over againnnnn.

Then after that, uhr. Just fb-ed for like 5 mins :P

Then just lie down in the air con room, listen to music. FB's getting boring...

Thennnn Youtube-ed, etekah (etc. :D)

Sisters' tutor is coming soon, so the air con's still on. Hahah! For idk how long x)

Anyway, I think I'm gonna waste my time now. Sigh. There's nothing to do. I still have my writer's block so I cant continue writing Black Roses :(

Kk, bye!~

Love♥
Zeal.

P.S.: Read this :

Now you're somwhere out there with a bitch, slut psycho babe. I hate you, why are guys so lame?

HAHAHAH! I totally love those lyrics XD

The song's Everything Back But You - Avril Lavigne, btw :)

Labels: When you're gone ♥

Heyy!

Gosh, I have anew obsession! Vampire Diaries! Hahah. It's damn frikin nice! My fave tv show! ;D Stefan's so hawt. Damon's a jerk. Elena's very pretty. Caroline's very bitchy. Hahah. Btw, VD did NOT copy Twilight coz VD was released wayyyy before Twilight was. But a lot of ppl think that VD copied Twilight coz Twilight became popular faster and was turned into a movie before VD was turned into a TV series. Okok. Enough ranting.

So today there was no school, so I finished watching VD episodes 5 and 6. Ep 7 isnt released yet. Grr. COME NOW, OCTOBER 29TH! I'M WAITINGGG. I hate it when I have to wait for episodes to be released. Hahah. It's so frustrating. Oh, ep 6 was so sad at the end! I actually cried sia! Then now, every time I watch that part (the ending), I cry again and again and again. Hahah. My shirt was like soaked... Yeah. OKAYYY.

Sigh. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow D: School's just a waste of time now. We dont learn anything, so what's the point? =.= Wanted to go White Sands today but couldnt. Gah. So I just continued writing Black Roses. I'm having a writer's bock right now so I cant continue. Sighs.

Btw, the title is lyrics from the sing : Down - Jason Walker.

The song was sung at the end of S01E06 of VD. That's one of the reasons that made the ending damn sad. Another was the hurt on Stefan's face it was like.. Like he couldnt believe what Elena was saying...

Sighs. My new obsession.. I've got 2 new ones, though. VD and something else. No no, someONE else ;D Hahah. Sounds like a stalker. *Cough cough* Not like I stalked him or anything *cough* Hahah. JK lahh. I didnt, kay! ;)

Then. So yea. Nothing else to blog about. Hahah. I think I should cut down on computer time. I'm going blind, man. LOL :D

Kk, bye!~

Love♥
Zeal.

Heyyyy :D

So I got back my results :) Hm, quite good for some. For the others its like... Bleh.

A1 : History, Geog, uhm.. oh, Science.

A2 : Math (surprisingly xP), uhrr... oh oh! English

B3 : None :(

B4 : Lit (as usual. Hahah)

C5 : Malay. Blehh. One more mark B4 DD: So stupid. Pfft. Whatevs.

Mhm. So that's it :D My parents didnt promise me anything, but that's good coz now I can choose whatever I want, since they're happy with my results so yeah x) Idk what I should buy. Maybe I should just save the money. To buy a house. I tell you ah, if we dont buy a house by next year, I'm gonna run away. Hahah! I NEED my own room. SERIOUSLY. My parents dont understand, man x.x Sigh.

It's like the other day, I was in my room, with the door shut and all. And I was like doing something private. Then my sisters came in. And I was like "OI. GET OUT LAH" Then she was like "My room also what!" Then I growled at her. Then she ran away. LOL. Ikrs! Hahaha! Anyway, that's not the point. Coz like the thing I was doing (damn, that sounds wrong. Hahah!) was like. Idk how to say luhs. It was like "special" so yeah. She interrupted my moment. Gahh =.=

So stupid. Sheesh. And we're not gonna buy that house after all. SIGH. So baddd :( But we're still looking so yea :D Seriously okays~ Idk where I'm gonna run away to, but I will. Hahahah. Maybe I'll go stay at my aunt's house x) I love her houseeeee! (Even though it's a flat. Its damn nice! And its not even a mansionette (however you spell it). It's just an ordinary flat) But I love it coz it's damn spooky.

She lives on the 13th floor, right at the end. There's LOTS of cats downstairs. And oh, the best time is during the Hungry Ghost Festival. You know right, they do some possessing thingy. It's so frikin cool! It's like they do some ritual to summon the devil or ghosts or whatever to enter the body of someone. (It's usually this same old woman.) Then like she's possessed. And it's so cool! I only watched once, but my aunt didnt know I was watching (I'm not supposed to watch coz the ghost/devil can possess my body any time. And if your spirit's not strong enough, it can kill you. Hahahha, you know what? I just invented that last part up. LOL. This part : "And if your spirit's not strong enough, it can kill you.") HAHAH. Ok, but anyway, it really can kill you.

And got a lot of stuff that happened to me at her house also.

Once, I was playing basket ball at the bball court. Then, out of nowhere, this block of ice, about the size of my palm, just dropped right in front of me, out of nowhere! I SWEAR. It was very weird and freaky. But my aunt didnt see coz she was trying to get her cat to move coz there was another cat there. ANYWAY. The block of ice just landed RIGHT in front of me, and it broke a little. Then the air got really cold, so I ran to the playground that was a few feet away from the court. So I was sitting on the swing. And I wasnt even swinging myself, but suddenly, the swing next to me moved a little even though there was no wind (but the air was still cold). Yeah, you might think I am crazy or smth, but idc. I saw it with my own eyes, kay? So yeah. But there were no other witnesses so whatever. Dont believe me if you dont wanna, but I know what I saw.

Then another time, I was at that same playground lah (there are two playgrounds at my aunt's house.) Then I was sitting on the slide and I wasnt even ready to slide down yet, but someone pushed me and I fell face first onto the ground =.= Dont laughhh. Hahah. Whatever. It may seem funny, k, but it wasnt then. I thought it was my sister at first, but she was at the other side. But my other sister saw me fall and she was like "How come you suddenly fell like that?" And her eyes were like --> O.o

Hahaha. Seriously. Ok, maybe that one isnt like that creepy, but you have no idea how it felt. It wasnt cold or hot, but it felt like... I dunno how to say. And when I got back to my aunt's house, I was bathing, then that part that I got pushed was like stinging. So I looked at it in the mirror, and it was like extremely red. But it wasnt blood. It was just like red (Like y'know when someone slaps youm then got the mark, right? And the mark is red right? Yeah, like that. But it wasnt in the shape of anything, it was just red.) So yeah.

That's why I love my aunt's house. Something unexpected ALWAYS happens whenever I visit. There are also like some fun stuff that happen. Like once, I had to rescue a cat from being electrocuted. SO FUN. But damn scary. Coz if I accidentally scared the cat away, it'll get electrocuted and die. Serious. Coz it was in that electricity room thingy with all the wires and all for the whole flat, I think.

This post is longer than I thought it would be. Hahah!

Kk, bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

Hey :D

Today was super boring. Gahh. Waste of my time sia. First had some public speaking competition? Yah. Erm, so wth. Haha. My legs were aching like hell D: Sighs. Anyway, after that had a briefing. A VERY long briefing =.= Then recess! Bought ice chocolate. Then went to sit and talk and eat. Then yea, did smth. Then went up. Was late sia. But Mrs Tay didnt scold :) Then had spelling bee thingy. So lameeee =.= I thought Spelling Bee was for lower primary school. LOL. So I purposely spelt wrongly. Hahah! The word was what ah. I forgot. I think it was bureau something. Then went home.

I think I wanna change blog skin :)

Hahah, bye!~

HEYY! GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD! I FEEL SO G-R-E-A-T! GAHH! I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AND HUGGING EVERYONE I SEE!~ I FEEL LIKE NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE, I FEEL LIKE MY SPIRIT'S SOARING AND... GOD, I THINK MY HEART'S GONNA EXPLODEEEEEE!

The reason? God, I saw ♥him♥ just now. So I just wanna say this to him even though I'm 99.9999% sure he doesnt read my blog :)

:

I swear, whenever I see you, my heart needs a second to restart. It's like I have no control over my heart because you own it now. And I hope you're reading this cause I mean it, ♥

That was one of my status-es on fb, that's why it's written like that. Okay, so today was AWE-SOME! Even my sisters didnt ruin it. Hahah! :D

The highlight of my day was going to Church!! IKR?! COZ OBVIOUSLY, THAT'S WHERE I SAW HIM♥ And yeah, even though I didnt talk to him, at least I still saw him! God, I didnt feel this way with my previous crush =S But heck! Heehee :D I love this feeling, but it's so... in a way, frustrating, but it's so damn cool. Hahah :D shyt, I'm getting so.. eugh. Hahahahha.

Kay, then went to eat at Shima. And, that's it! Too bored to blog XD Anyway, the place is super ex, japanese buffet thingy. We ate there coz it was my sister's bday on Thurs. Then celebrated today. Yesterday celebrated my grandma's bday. Hahah. Kk, I shall not bore you any longer :) Please tag! You can write "anonymous" as your name oso, idc :D

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~~~~~

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HEYYY! OMG, EOYs ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR! Yeah, this post is one day late coz I was too lazy to blog yesterday. But anyway, here's the post! :D My FB is frikin lagging sia. Shyt. Anyway, erm so I dont wanna talk bout the papers. Hahah. Not that they were really that bad, just that I dont wanna ruin my mood! Hahah. Kk, so yesterday, went to TM with Shernise, Amanda, Sherlyn, Yan Xin, Elizabeth and... damn, who's the last person ah =X God, so sorry! I cant remember! Uhm, wait lemme try to recall... OHOH! ANNABELLE! GOSH, SO SORRY ANNABELLE! HAHHA! SORRIEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Kay, so went with Annabelle, Shernise, Amanda, Sherlyn, Elizabeth and Yan Xin. Ee, I still lazy to blog :( Anyway, summarise lah, Walked around, had brunch at Macs, walked around summore, went to a playground, watched 500 days of summer (quite stupid, bbut some parts were damnnnnn funny :D), then walked around again. And buh-byeeeee! :D Hahah.

Heyy. Just writing a quick one. PLEASE TAG, MY DEAR READERS! So little people tag D: Gahh. Hahah. PLEASE :D Ohoh, and tmr's the last paper! :D Gonna study now (Seriously xD) buh-byeeeee~
♥,Zeal

Heyyyy. So sorry that I wont be posting till after exams coz I have to study! D: Sigh. Sorrysorry. But keep on tagging ya? Thankies! :D Wish me luck, coz Im gonna need it. Hahaha ;D Byeeeeee~

Hi ;D

I'm damn lazy to blog right now... So I'll summarise :)

Had malay. Talked about some stuff.

Had Dance. Misunderstanding, but it worked out in the end :) Then practiced, found out that we might have to showcase our performance D:

Had Recess. Went to the Wardrobe, AGAIN. Gahh. I seriously hate that place! Screamed A LOT. Like hell. Hahaha. Forgot that N Levels were going on. Omg. Hahah. Finalised the costume stuff and took it outta the Wardrobe.

Went up to class, got ready for the Drama assessment.

Prepared everything already, then went to Drama Room (Black Box, not the primary sch side). Then forgot a lot pf stuff, so kept running up and down. Sian ah. Damn. It was CHAOS, I tell you =.=

But in the end, we managed to get it over and done with! :D Butttt. I screwed up x.x At the first part! Ughhh. Gosh. GAHH. Hahaha. Okay. Like nothing I can do about it now, so. Yeah.

Then El, did some crap thing -.-''

Then had study group at White Sands! Studied for a while, then went Macs to eat. Hahah. Damn hungry.

Then took bus home with Shernise. Damn fun the bus ride. Kept laughing. Hahah.

Then went home. Yea, lazy already... Gahh. I got so many more subjects to study! DD:

Damnnnn. I go now lah.

Kay, byeeeee~ ^^

Heyy :D Gahh, had oral today. It totally sucked! Wait, rewinddddddd.

Kay, so went to school. (Btw, my bus ride was very interesting...) Then Stef and Pristina played with my iTouch. Yeah. Hahah. Played tap tap with Pristina. Winner~ (: Then, assembly, then History, was okay lahh.. Not so boring. Then had IT. Did some survey then had to go back to class to revise, but me, Shernise and Sharmaine went to the Wardrobe to find Drama costumes! I hate the Wardrobe, seriously. It's freaking creepy. And there's cockroaches and lizards and we heard squeaking! Like from a rat or mouse. I ain't scared of mice (they're cute xP) But rats.. err.. yeah. Hahah. Then I saw a cockroach on this yellow shirt and I was like about to take that shirt then I saw the cockroach. I screamed like hell then everyone ran out! Hahahhaah. Super funneh. I nearly cried from laughing. LOL. Seriouslyyy. Anyway, went back up to class, was like 10 mins late for VES/1 already. But luckily Mrs Tay not there yet.

VES/1 was boring as usual. Had to struggle to keep my eyes open D: Then recess :) Went with Xtine, watched her practice dance with her group. Then was a few minutes late, ran up the stairs then got headache. Hahaha. Lucky my class is always late for Art anyway, so when I reached class, still got a few people. Oh, and LFB was like looking at me when I was packing my bag. Eeeew. That creepy, weird-looking stalker -.-'' Then had Art, went to the Wardrobe again, but with Ayuni also. Went to both Wardrobe 1 and 2. Wardrobe 2 had this creepy mirror, which is like everytime in horror movies, they use this mirror. Damn freaked out. Wardrobe 2 was wayy scarier. Then, like, of all the cupboards, it happened to be CUPBOARD THIRTEEN, yes 13, that couldn't be opened... We were all like "Uhhhhmmmm..." Yeah. OH! And when we were trying to open the door to Wardrobe 2, we heard this banging sound, damn scaryyy! Gahh. Such a scary adventure day. Haha

Then, when we were in Wardrobe 2, Shernise felt smth very pain and itchy at the right side of her neck. When I saw, it was red. Then we just ignored it. Then went back to Wardrobe 1, I felt smth pinch the right side of my neck. SERIOUSLY, NO JOKE. Sharmaine, Ayuni and Shernise all saw the red-ness! Omg, we were damn freaked out. Gahh. Then went to canteen to set up the pushcart, then Ayuni told us a ghost story, related to the mirror and the thing that me and Shernise felt on our necks. Yea. Then was damn pissed at some people. Then uhm.. yea lah, took pictures of the pushcart, blabla. Then school over, whatever. Haha.

Then bought ice chocolate from cafe and revised oral stuff.

Oh God, i was damn scared, kay. Coz I was like the 2nd one. Then my turn. At least I got Ms. Seow! :D But I think she'll be strict in marking, coz her English is like damn good. Shyt lah D: I think I'll get border line pass coz I contradicted myself! Gahhhh. But whatevs, its over and done with. :) Oh, and I was talking to Ms Seow like a friend then I NEARLY use singlish, but luckily I stopped myself at the last minute. LOL :) Hahah. It was fun lah, even though I think I'll fail or barely pass. Yeahh (:

Hahah, I needa study History now. Heh. Havent remembered anything. Hehhe, Byeeeeee!~

Heyy. Didnt do much today. Woke up at 7.40 then went to sleep again then woke up at 10 smth. Then played Tap Tap Revenge. I finally charged my iPod Touch again after idk how many months. Hahah. Then went to Aston's @ Katong for lunch. Didnt study at all today =X Confirm die! D: Idk why, I just dont feel like its exams now. Argh D;

Nvm, I'll just pray, study at the last minute and do my best (:

Byeee~

I'm so gonna fail malay! D: Bye. Btw, Mr Smith did something obscene and totally sick, but yeah, everyone makes mistakes so I'll still respect him :D

Hey. English exam was okay, I think I can pass. But I think Compo I'll get low marks, coz I wrote unrealistic things. Heh. But I think all my previous compos can pull me up (: So I dont think I'll go to NA. It all depends on Oral. Sigh. OH! But oral wont be that bad coz I got Ms. Tan as my examiner! ;D Crissie got Ramlee, man. Huh, I pity her xD GOOD LUCK. But actually, he's not that bad lahhh... not THAT bad. Hahah. I confirm fail tomorrow's exam - Malay -.- Stupid cher nvr even teach anything. Wth. Nothing I can do. At least if I fail, my parents wont scold me coz its not my fault. That's the only good point that I can think of. Hahah. Bye~