<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d9023704938337195132\x26blogName\x3dZeal+;+heartbreaks\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://those-forgottendreams.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://those-forgottendreams.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d4647743650604056745', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


But love is really all that we need.

♥You've got a smile that could light up this whole town~
Thursday, November 26, 2009

Hello :)

I've got A LOT of things to blog about.

MONDAY


First, went to White Sands to meet Shernise and Poh Yi! :)

Met at macs.

Bought a double cheeseburger.

I'm getting used to the pickles x)

Then went to the library.

Hmm. Looked for some books to borrow.

I borrowed 4 books : Dark Secrets, Drop, Dark Angel and Darkhenge.

I didnt notice that all the books had the word "dark" in them (except for Drop, but the book was black) until Shernise and Poh Yi told me.

Hahah.

Then took this magazine.

Read it.

Every girl and boy we see, Shernise and Poh Yi said it was me and my bf XD I dont have one, of course :)

Then Poh Yi had a little trouble with one book.

But she got it fixed :)

Then took 17 back to school.

Ran to Drama Room.

I thought I was gonna be late, but I wasnt :D

Played the two chair games.

Then played Blow Wind Blow.

Then I forgot what else we did.

Hahah.

OHOH. I remember.

We were separated into three groups.

One group would be doing Cinderella, one is Red Riding Hood (that's my group's) and the third is about the Untouchables.

But that one was all seniors in it lah.

Uhh. Li Yin and Kit Wai are in my group! :)

But Jolene wasnt :(

At least she has Tay Min, though. So she's not entirely alone.

Ok. Then read throught the script.

I think it'll be damn fun to do.

Ok. So Drama end, went home.

TUESDAY


Went out with Christine and her MGS friends, Kymberly and Deanna.

Met at Pasir Ris interchange.

Took bus to e!hub.

Went bowling first.

I won first game, second game got second. Hahah.

Then we went to this roller coaster thingy.

Very nice :)

Wanted to go again, but this family cut our cue (not exactly, but whatev. Hahah). So we were like forget it lah.

Then bought drink and all.

Oh ya. Ate at superdog :D

Then walked around, thinking of what to do.

We didnt wanna watch a movie, so we went minibowling!

It was damn cute!

Then Kymberly went home.

Me, Christine and Deanna went to downtown east, but couldnt buy tickets coz got no money.

So we rented a bike at the park!

Me and Deanna sat on the double seater one (coz idk how to cycle) and Xtine got her own.

I tell you, that made me want to learn how to ride a bike.

I think I'm getting over my phobia (I got knocked down by a bike when I was 5 or 6. Hit my head and couldnt even sleep coz I couldnt put my head down. Had a SUPER bad headache also.)

It was really cooling.

Like the wind in your face and everything.

Oh, and we had an encounter with a group of guys playing soccer.

It was damn funny. Hahah.

We had to ride past them, right, but we rode past a lot of times (coz we couldnt find Crissie).

Then they thought we were trying to catch their attention or something. HAHAH.

So stupid :P

Then returned the bikes and took a cab home.

Went to Crissie's house first, for her to pack her stuff and come to my house.

Took a bus to my place.

I carried the skateboard for her coz she didnt wanna. Hahah.

Then reached my house (it was about 7.45 already). Played skateboard at the pavilion.

But this group of mats came, so we left.

Went up to my house.

Had dinner, watched Aquamarine.

I slept at 12.30. Xtine slept earlier.

WEDNESDAY


We didnt do much. Just played stuff at my house, watched TV and all.

Skateboarded a bit also.

Had lunch, watched Parent Trap.

Yeah. Then her parents fetched her home at 6. Around there.

That's it :D

FINALLYYYY. Hahah. My fingers are dyinggg!

Ok, bye~!

Love♥
Zeal.

(P.S. Something's wrong with my blogger. I cant see ANY privated blogs. Even though I was invited, I cant see it. Pfft.)

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/26/2009 09:37:00 AM



♥Your love is automatic~
Sunday, November 22, 2009

Hello!

OMGOMGOMG. Hahah. I'm feeling hyperrr.

My internet is FINALLY working.

It was down for 3 days!

Idk how I survived.

Hahah. Ok, anyway, I'll start with yesterday, Saturday.

Sooo. Yesterday was SUPERRRR fun! (Y)

Hahah. Seriously lah. I thought it'd be really boring, but it was damndamn fun.

Uhm. First, went to Bedok interchange to meet Kit Wai, Li Yin, Jolene, Ravina and Danielle.

Went to KFC to eat lunch.

Then took a cab to school.

Met Tay Min and Ms. Tan at the drama room.

Went to change, and did 2 runs of the skit.

Then boarded the bus. It was a huge bus, ok. For like 8 people.

Then reached the place (Suntec mall).

Walked to the fountain of wealth.

Then set up the stuff and did a technical check.

Went to mac cafe to buy drinks.

I bought a double chocolate frappe. Yum! :DD Hahaha.

Then I forgot what we did while waiting for the show to start. We just talked and talked, set up the stuff, did 2 more run throughs.

Then show started. It was at 7.40.

We were the first to perform. Hahah.

My parents and sisters came to watch -.-

Uhh. Everything went okay. No screw-ups :)

Then walked around, ate popcorn (it was FREE!:D)

At the popcorn booth, there was a guy eating popcorn. He smiled at me o.o I'll talk about him later.

Ms Foo and Mr Ramlee also came to watch. Then Ms Tan went somewhere. Back to school, I think.

Then went to change to black shirt and skirt.

Danielle borrowed my tights so she also went to change.

Then during reception, ate stuff.

There was a buffet! ;D

Went upstairs the fountain of wealth.

It was an open area.

I made new friends! Sort of lah. Hahah ;D

I mean. Okay, listen. No wait, read.

This is how the convo went.

Me(and the other 4 NCPC girls (Jolene and Ravina went home)) : *Just walking one big around, round the area. Came to a part where there was a group of guys. Walked past them, and then...)

Him (guy at the popcorn place) : Bye!

Me : *Turn around* Uhh. BYE!

Him : Take care!

Me : You too!

His friends : *LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH*

My friends : Mal, you rock! *High 5's and laughs*

Him to his friends : Eh, dont laugh lah!

Me and friends : *Laugh like hell*

His friends : *Still laughing*

Hahah. Yep, so that's what I mean by "sorta" :D

Then when we walked another round, saw him and his friends again. But didnt talk lahh.

Yep. So went down again.

This interviewer interviewed us.

Got a lot of people (including the minister) come to us and say "good job" and "well done" and all.

Then over already. Sat down by the fountain.

Talked to the organiser guy.

Mr Lee and Ms Foo came.

Went back to the place where the bis would pick us up.

Went there, right, the bus wasnt there.

Then we waited for so frikin long.

In the end, the bus driver changed bus.

But he didnt tell us what bus he was gonna change to, right.

Then he scolded us coz he was waiting for us.

LOL. Like wth!

Grr. Anyway.

Took the bus back to school.

Benedict called me on the bus. AHEMAHEM.

Talked about a lot of stuff.

All the NCPC girls and the TEACHERS also eavesdropped. Pfft!

Mr Lee said : "Excuse me, tell your lover goodnight now."

I was like : ... My lover? ... OMFG. HE IS SOOO NOTTTT MY LOVER! WTCCC (What the crap ;D)

Hahah. Yeah.

Then went to change. Mr Lee scared us twice. Dammit. I fell for only one, though :)

Mum and dad picked me up. Went home.

Yepyep.

Okay, now some details I forgot to write down and I'm too lazy to look for where I'm supposed to add them in.

1) TAY MIN WAS SEDUCING ME. HAHAHAHA. I mean playing luhr.

2) She scared me dk how many times! Hahah.

3) She hugged me sooooo tightly. The tightest hug I everrr had! Hahaha :D

4) Uhmm... Oh. We spotted a load of cosplayers! But i kept missing Zero and Kaname! Dammit. Hahah

5) Kit and I saw this coca cola thing. And there was this one line that said :

HEAR ME GO PSSSSST!


HAHAHAHAH. It was effin funny. I laughed so hard I needed to pee! LOLOLOL!

6) The bus that we took back to school was a jimmy neutron bus ._.

Yup, that's it :)

I'm too lazy to blog about today.

But I didnt do anything.

Just went out with my family.

Aunt came to my house. Played badminton. I suck at it now. Never play for so long.

DIDNT GO TO CHURCH, AGAIN ;(

Sigh.

I really really really hope I go to Church next week.

Kk, I'm gonna try to look for New Moon now. And watch VD :)

Bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/22/2009 04:09:00 PM



♥There's no other way when it comes to the truth~
Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Hello :)

This post is one day lateee.

Uhh, ok. So I reached school at 7.50 (for the student ambassador thing for big day out).

Met Kit Wai, Li Yin and Jolene at sunken foyer.

Eh eh. I very lazy to blogggg :(

Uhm. I'll just cut it short.

So. My group was sooo dead =.=

Seriously. Whenever me and the other leaders ask them something, they just stare at us and back away. Wthhh.

Yah, that's all I wanna blog about. Hahah.

I wanna sleep now. So damn tired.

Kay, bye ^^

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/18/2009 10:13:00 AM



♥And you feel like a falling star~
Monday, November 16, 2009

Hey :)

Thanks for letting me write like this x) Hahah.

Anyway :D Okay, soooo.. Today, I TOTALLY forgot about the student ambassador briefing which was at 10 a.m. But THANK GOD, Kit Wai called me at 9.45, asking me where I was.

And I was like : OHMYGOD! :O

Hahah. So I like damndamn fast go and bathe and change. Then I brushed my teeth while packing my stuff. HAHAH.

Took a cab. And I was still on time, man! Hahah.

I think it's a recorddd. Like bathing, packing, tying hair, putting on shoes, going to the bus stop, going to school, and the total time I took was 15 mins! Hahah. So cool, I totally thought I was gonna be late.

Anyway, the briefing sucked. So boringgg. And I got paired up with this sec 4 girl. I dont even know her name.

I'm dreading tomorrow :( I dont mind if I got CCPS, but I got SACPS. Urghhh. A lot of the P6 girls are soooo. Eesh.

Anyway, then went to have lunch at the hawker centre with Kit, Li Yin, Jolene, Ravina and Jean.

Then went back to school, played Truth or Dare. At first only us playing, then got a lot of people wanna play also. Damn fun ;D

Then had Drama, the usual. But didnt practice NCPC skit. Woohoo ;)

So then I went home. And yea. Hahah. I'm gonna read after this. I got a new book. Haha.

Kk, bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/16/2009 06:31:00 PM



♥Love changes everything~
Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hello :)

I'm gonna change back to my old, messier blogging style to prevent any... What's that word I'm looking for. Uhh... nevermind. I'm just changing it back to my old blogging style, okayy (: So. I hated today. First, I got a message from a close friend that made me feel so guilty. Second, I didnt see him today. Third, uh, this one's private. Fourth, I didnt do any homework today. Fifth, I got scolded. Sixth, I realised how little time we have left till school re-opens. Seventh, I had way too many thoughts of suicide today x.x But I'll never kill myself. Like, what's the point? I mean if you do kill yourself, you'll go to hell, where you'll spend the rest of FOREVER there. So it's really not worth it. I'd rather spend 100 years of hell on Earth then forever (only God knows how long that is) of hell in hell itself. And also, who'd wanna die such a stupid, pathetic, loser life? Gosh. Retards, that's who. So dishonorable. Pfft. Rant over. Where was I... Oh. Okay. So eighth, uh, this one's also private. Oh yea, I got scolded AGAIN. So that's nine. Tenth, I had a suckish lunch. No, seriously. I HATED it. Eleventh, uhm, it's complicated. Okay, I cant think anymore. So eleven things. BAD things. Dammit lah :( I hope tomorrow'll be better. I hope Drama makes my week. I'm so happy that we'll be watching the Duck and Dive play this Friday. Cant wait :) At least all my Drama friends are going! I love them truckloads♥ Hmm... Damn, I cant read properly. This is seriously messy, man. But I dont wanna get into anymore fights or whatever, so, I'll change it back. The things I do. Whatever. I just lost my mood. Thinking of good things help me awhile but then, it's gone. It just disappears. Vanishes. It's like catching dust. You think you got it, and you feel satisfied, but you open your hands and it aint there. And you feel disappointed and stuff. Well that's just me. I'm not saying in general, I'm saying it personally. I think I'll end this post. I'm gonna think.

Goodbye.

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/15/2009 06:36:00 PM



♥The first one is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart~
Friday, November 13, 2009

Heyy :)

Today is a very sad day for me. Sigh.

But I'm not gonna let that ruin my post. Hahah :D

So. Today I woke up at 11.

I woke up crying.

I still remember my dream. It was damn sad.

Kaykay. Then uhh. I got up, did English homework but still havent finish yet. Pfft.

Then went to bathe, had lunch.

Left the house at 1.

Reached at 1.20.

Listened to music, wait for Li Yin, Kit and Jolene to come.

FINALLY they came. Hahah. But Jolene didnt coz she injured her tail bone :(

Get well soon, babe. Dont abandon us next week, kay!

Then, Drama was sooooo tiring. But fun lah. Hahah. We did a lot of physical stuff, but as usual, the teachers made it into a game, so it was fun :)

Actually, I'm glad they make us do physical stuff.

I seriously need to exercise. Hahah.

And we didnt do Sun Salutation todayyy! Woohoo. Hahah.

Then argh, fast forward lah.

Went to BBT shop after cca with Li Yin and Kit Wai! :)

But we decided to go to 7/11 instead.

I bought a lollipop! Wheeee~

Hehe :D

Gosh, blogging made me happier :O

Hahah! Yayyyy!

Kk, goodbye for nowww!

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/13/2009 07:24:00 PM



♥Life is always hard for the Belle of the Boulevard~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Sup :)

Today was.. Omg.

So fun, ok.

First I went to Xtine's house.

Then we went together to e!hub.

Actually before that, we wanted to go pick Yan xin up since she missed the bus and didnt know how to get there.

Then on the bus already, called her.

She say one more stop reach already.

=.=''

Hahah. Then we went e!hub, met up with Shernise, Sherlyn and Poh Yi at the bowling alley.

Playplayplay.

I won the first game, second game I was 3rd :D

Then went to Xtine's house. Ate macs at Loyang Point.

Stupid Greenview guys. Laughed at me and nearly maid Shern drop her drink. Pfft. Retarded.

Anyway, after we ate, went back to her house.

Played Badminton and skateboard.

I love skateboarding. So frikin fun. Even though I only know the basics.

Fell once, though. Didnt feel anything xD Nowadays, whenever I fall, I dont even realise it until I'm on the ground o.o Hahah. Ikr. Weird. So yea, it wasnt pain at all. It felt like I was just lying down on the floor normally. HAHAH. Whatever. Pfft.

Then skateboard summore. It was raining so heavily! Hehe. Damn nice :)

I finally know what I want for Christmas. A board. But that'll be the ONLY thing I'm gonna ask for. My parents, aunty, sisters and my brother can all chip in to pay for one skateboard for me x) Hahah. I hope my parents allow :D

I sidetracked again -.- Uhh... Oh. Then went back to her house. Just chilled. Watched that gay guy sing xD Obsessed was the funniest. He wasnt really even like singing in tune xD Then we all sang like him. Hahaha.

Then Poh Yi went home.

Then chilled summore.

Then Shernise said she was sick so she went home, and Yx and Sherlyn went also.

Then me and Xtine watched a movie - Coraline. Damn nice. So cool.

Then went home. Gosh, I felt like someone was following me, man. This boy in black... And there was this Indian guy kept staring at me... Shudder.

Hahah. Yea, that's it :D

Today was so fun :)

I wanna go out some more x)

Hahah, kay, bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/11/2009 08:12:00 PM



♥I want you to know that it doesnt matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go~
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Wassupppppp.

I have to do my holiday homework soon :(

So I'll make this quick.

But I dont think I can since I have to blog about two days. Hahah. Or is it 3?... Nvm, I'll just blog bout Monday and today.

Ok, long story short, yesterday was okay, quite fun. Had Drama till 5.30. OH OH! Li Yin, Kit Wai and Jolene got into Drama elect! Grats ;D Nehh, I didnt audition. Dont wanna be in Drama elect. Doesnt look ... Nvm :D Went home, didnt turn on the com at all! Wheeee~ So proud of myself XD I read the whole day, FINALLY finished my book! Woohoo! I love it loads. It's sucha nice story. I even dreamt about it. Hahah. But I had insomnia last night. Sighs. I went to bed at 12.15 around there, then I couldnt sleep till 5 a.m. and I had to wake up at 8 a.m. for chingay practice.

Todayyy!


Uhh, had to go chingay. Saidah didnt come :(

So I was aloneeee x.x

Same old same old (WHATEVER THAT MEANS XD)

Anyway, chingay was so super tiring :( Dancing makes me sweat a lot. Hahah. At least it helps me lose weight also XD

OH. And the chingay practice ended one hour earlier! HAHAH. Damn cool.

I think I shall do holiday homework now :(

Kaykay, goodbyeee!

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/10/2009 03:00:00 PM



♥Stars and satelites spinning round and round on the night you saved my life

Yo!

I'm blogging through my itouch. Hahah. I hate it. LOL. Very troublesome. Heh. I'll blog later lay :) I'm currently lcked outa my house >.< heh. But still can get internet connection. Kay lah, I'll blog later ;D

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/10/2009 11:59:00 AM



♥Maybe it's time for miracles, cuz I ain't giving up on love~
Saturday, November 7, 2009

Yo, wassup.

I'm in love with Adam's song. Gahh. I cant get it out of my head. It's so addictive. Hahah.

Anywayyys. I'm currently at my aunt's house. Have to stay here for 2 nights, coz my dad is sick. And it's contagious. So, yeah. Have to sleep here. Uhm, nothing much happened... On Wednesday... I dont think I did anything much. Thursday also.. But on Friday, had cca.

Quite fun, played games and stuff. But damn tiring. And now my muscles are aching. Haha. Coz we had to do physical exercise (at least it was in the drama room - air con, and Mr Lee let us play music ^^) and yoga. HAHAH. Seriously. Mr Lee led us.

Gahh, so lazy to blog. Sighs. I think I'll go nowwww :)

Bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

P.S. I cant go Church this Sundayyy! DD;

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/07/2009 10:27:00 AM



♥Watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you~
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Heyyy!

Omg, soooo many things happened! Goshes. Kk, Idk where to start. Hahah. I dont even know which day I stopped at. I think it's... Saturday right? Ok, I think so. :)

So on Sunday, I didnt go to Church coz my Dad overslept =.= Wtf, I know. Sighs. Then I just stayed home and did nothing. LOL. One of the most boring-est days of my life =\

Then on Monday, Xtine slept over. She came in the morning, then we went to TM and shopped. Then rushed to school for CCA. Drama was fun :) Played games for 2 hours then for the last hour, rehearsed the NCPC skit. Dammit, I cant believe we have to perform at Suntec! Gahhhhh D: But it's damn cool. Hahah. We're gonna perform for open house also. OH OH. And at Suntec, there's gonna be some minister person watching out NCPC skit! Goshes. So scaryyyy. But still cool x) Then me and Xtine went home to my house together. Then I forgot what we did, but dinner was so fun. HAHAH. We (me, xtine, megan and kristen) kept on laughing and laughing XD Hahah. Talked about a LOAD of stuff. Then Xtine told megan and kristen SOMETHING that they WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO KNOW =.= Haha.

Then. FB-ed, I forgot what else lah. Slept at 12 smth. Yep :D

TUESDAY

Oh wait, that's today. LOL. Okayy.

So we went bowling in the morning at E!hub :) Hahah, I got my first everrrrr strikie today! Whoohoo! Hahah :DD I won Xtine by 30 points even though the first time I bowled, I only got 17. LOL. I think I improved :) Alot. Hahah :D

Then went to arcade, played games, won a lot of sweets! Then went to eat at Superdog.

Then went to school for Chingay practice. Damn tiring siahrs. And very confusing! SO MANY STEPS! D: Hahah. They need more people to join also, so JOINJOINJOIN! MUST, OKAY! :D

Then went home quickly, changed, removed my nail polish (Yeah I went chingay practice with black-polished nails. Hahah! Lucky never get scolded). Then I re-wrote my reflection. Hahah. Then my mom came to pick me up, then went to school for 3-way conferencing. Hahah. It was definitely not what i expected, man. I thought it would be very formal or smth. Hahah! So wrong :)

Then my mom sent me home, and went to pick my dad up. Yep, that's it :D

Kk, so buhbye! ^^

Love♥
Zeal.

♥Loveyoubitches//
@ 11/03/2009 07:56:00 PM