Hello!

Ohkay, I know I havent blogged in a long time, but I'm very lazy to blog about the days I missed.

I'll only blog about yesterday. Night :)

OHMYGOSH.

I TELL YOU.

IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS EVER.

BOYSLIKEGIRLS BABEH.

They were freakin awesome.

I SWOMISE ;D

BUT SERIOUSLY.

THEY FREAKING ROCKED.

OMGOMGOMG.

IM STILL IN THE MOOD.

MARTIN AND BRYAN ARE SO HAWTTT.

OHMYGODDD.

THEY WERE SERIOUSLY DAMN AWESOME.

IM LIKE SPEECHLESS NOW.

WHICH IS WHY I KEEP REPEATING MYSELF.

BUT SERIOUSLY.

OHMYGODDDDDDDDD.

I CANT GET OVER IT.

WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE IT.

SERIOUSLY!

OMGGGG.

I THINK I'LL GO NOW.

I KNOW I'M BORING YOU.

HAHAHA.

KK, BYE.

LOVE♥
Zeal.

Replay that night

Hello!

And OMG.

What the hell happened to my previous post? :O

That is sooo weird!

IT DISAPPEARED! o.o

Omg.

I'm too lazy to write it out again, coz it was for 3 days.

All you need to know was that Friday was awesome, Saturday was much awesomer, Sunday sucked!

Coz I didnt see him :(

Okay.

Today was fun.

PE was fun but tiring.

Science was okay. A lot of copying notes.

Recess was awesome. Hahah.

History was damn fun!

Laughed like hell!

Shernise, you damn funny luh!

Hahah. Made me laugh till my stomach was hurting.

Hahah.

English was okay also.

Had to do our oral presentation thing.

I think I was too soft, not sure =\

Then after school went to BBT shop with Xtine, Shernise and Pohyi!

Bought oreo milo ice blended with pearl.

Quite nice! :D

Then went for CCA which was freaking AWESOMEEE!

I love my CCA ttm!

The juniors were all awesome also!

CCA passed so quickly man.

I thought only one hour passed, but the whole thing (3 hours) did.

Then took bus back with Xtine.

Played Truth or Truth!

Damn hard but good questions.

Then went home.

Yup :)

Kk, bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

Dreams are illustrations from the book your Soul is writing about you

Hello!

Today was a very weird day.

Firstly, in the morning, I saw a guy I never thought I'd see ever again in my life...

But I cant talk about that.

No one knows about that;

It's one of my secrets.

Anyway, then I reached school.

Had assembly, went to class, had math.

Damn boringgg!

Then had Malay.

Surprisingly, very surprisingly,

It was the best period of the day (besides recess, of course)

The rest of my day sucked crap.

After recess had Science test.

Then had lit which was super boring.

And damn weird.

Coz of something.

Geography also.

I never knew my friend(s) was/were like that.

I misunderstood so many things.

Of course, I cant tell what a person is really like, but I'm getting a clearer picture.

Change is occurring in everybody, me included.

The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live in...

Change is inevitable.

But so many people I know are changing for the worse.

Well, whatever.

It's none of my business.

If they want to change like that, let them.

Why the hell should I give a damn.

Some of my friends lie about every single thing she's ever told me;

Some get agitated so easily nowadays;

Some dont give a crap what they do anymore...

At least I know who my true friends are, now.

And even if we wont remain best friends in the future, I'll always remember her.

Forever.

Yeah, she keeps some things from me, but I keep things from her, too.

Everyone has their secrets.

It's what you choose to tell that matters, I guess.

I do so much for my friends, go out of my way to help them.

I just typed out a whole essay on what I really think, then I deleted everything.

Tsk.

Omg, I think I'm gonna have an outrage attack.

I'm seriously damn effing pissed and angry.

From long time ago actually, even though I've never really showed it.

Oh, now I know my worst habit.

Keeping everything in.

But, it's something I like about myself also...

I hate it when people try to understand me.

So I'd hate to meet a mind reader. Hahah.

But I'm selfish.

I wanna be a mind reader. HAHAH.

Oh, whatever.

I seem to be wasting a lot of my time dreaming.

Dreaming about things that'll never come true...

Shit, I'm doing it again.

I'm gonna go now before I say more things I shouldn't say.

I'm too lazy to edit out all the things I shouldn't have said.

Okay, bye.

Love♥
Zeal.

Love is the sweetest of dreams and the worst of nightmares

Hello.

Okay, yesterday, went to school, and blah blah blah.

Then went for Chingay practice.

It was funnn!

But damn tiring. Hahah.

We made new friends (from different schools) :D

But I only remember 2 of their names : Ayu and Wani (sp?)

They're damn niceee!

Wani is super pretty, Ayu is damn funny.

We were laughing like shit!

Germaine and Fran were dancing Bad Romance.

Hahah. They dance damn cool, like so synch-ed and all!

Then went back to school, went home.

Today, had school, could go later! :)

Yeah. I'm damn lazy to blog now :P

So I'll stop here. Hahah.

Byeee!

Love♥
Zeal.

Tears are the words that the heart can't express

Hello.

And ohemgee.

I found out, recently, like yesterday, that I still likeee.

That guy.

Yeah...

I got a damn big shock.

I seriously thought I was over him!

And then,

I see him,

and my heart makes a quadruple flip and skips so many beats I should probably be dead.

Okay, enough with the drama.

But I'm serious.

Ohmygoshhhh. He is so... Gah, nevermind.

Before I start ranting on his awesome-ness ;D

HAHAHAH. Kidding, kidding.

SUNDAY

So, I went to Church, and the class before mine (his class), didnt finish yet.

So the people from my class were like waiting outside right, and Jay walks past.

And I didnt feel anything!

Just shock that he was there coz I dont usually see him in Church.

Anyway, he didnt see me coz I think he was looking for something or someone.

OMG, I think he was looking for the class he was supposed to be teaching! Hahaha.

I just realised that only.

Anyway, so when Jay came, HIS class ended, and he came out.

And I was like :O

I'm serious!

I think my mouth dropped.

But I dont think so.

Aiyahr, Idk lah.

So there I was, in the middle of two of my crushes (Apparently, I got over Jay, so crush and ex-crush :D)

It was damn weird.

Seriously. Super the damn weird.

Luckily, Maegan didnt see HIM.

Coz she knows who he is.

Then Jay went up the stairs to the third floor, probably.

But he was still there.

He was lingering outside the class, super near to where I was.

Omg, it took so much not to turn and walk away.

Hahah. I hate being so close to him. It makes me feel so...

Like fainting or something =\

Hahah. But of course I wont lah.

It just FEELS like it.

I could have sworn he saw me.

So I smiled at him, but he didnt smile back...

So I assume he didnt see me.

OR, he's trying to let me know he's totally uninterested.

Which I already know, for that matter.

I mean, I was just smiling to be friendly! :(

Sigh. Whatever lah!

So, class was boring.

When it ended, I rushed down like shit, hoping to see him, but I didnt.

Gah.

Then went to Parkway; Borders.

Bought books! Hahah.

Vampire and ghost and angel books (:

And CDs.

OH, I saw Hillary Yuen at the food court o.o

Hahah. But she didnt see me.

Okay.

MONDAY

Today sucked like hell.

First, had P.E.

At first, I was okay.

Totally fine.

But then, after running, felt like fainting.

BUT IN A BAD WAY!

WHEN IT COMES TO HIM, IT'S IN A GOOD WAY.

HAHAHAAH.

Yeah, so, felt like fainting.

My head felt damn light and stuff =\

But I still did the excersises and stuff.

I hate missing out on things coz I'm sick or something.

Makes me feel so weak.

Which I totally HATE.

So I still did the exercises.

BAD IDEA.

When I went back up, was even more giddy.

Vomitted once.

It's been so damn long since I vomitted.

Pssh. Whatever.

Then saw Jolene, she had so many wounds on her leg!

4 people pushed her.

Poor thing :(

Then someone said, "if teacher walk by, say she's giving birth".

LOL.

Then went Science lesson.

No idea what Mr Faisal was talking about.

Only understand some parts.

Then recess.

Ate.

Then Shernise got damn bad stomach cramps.

Amanda and I brought her to sick bay.

Then Amanda went up coz History started already.

But I stayed with Shern.

Then the GO people kept on giving her stuff.

But nothing helped =\

Then she fell asleep, so I went back up.

Only had 25 mins of history left.

Then after History, had English.

Sucked as usual -.-

Dammit, have G.A. tomorrow! D:

Then after school, packed Shernise's stuff, was going to bring it down for her, but she came up.

She was feeling much better I think.

Then went to White Sands.

Bought presents.

A present, actually.

Then took cab back to school coz I was late for CCA.

Rushed like crap.

Changed damn fast, ran and stuff.

But no one was mad at me, thank God.

Dammit, CCA was frikin funnn!♥

Love my seniors.

Drama wont be the same without them, I swomise.

Damnnn, I'm gonna miss them a lot like crazy when they stop CCA! :(

Seriously, they're damn fun.

They always make me laugh.

They're all so friendly and all.

Sigh.

I'll seriously miss them a lot lah.

Sec 3's this year only have 6 of them!

So damn little! :(

Anyway, then yeah, went home and stuff.

Hahah.

BY THE WAY

Love is a complicated thing.

It can be so beautiful,

yet it can be so heartbreaking,

so painful.

Okay, bye.

Love♥
Zeal.

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye

Hello (:

So, I went to the Green Day concert 2 days ago...

AND IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME, I SWEAR!

OMG, SERIOUSLY, IT WAS LIKE... OHMYGODDDD.

CAN DIE. HAHAHAH. SERIOUSLY DAMN GOOD.

THE MUSIC IS LIKE DAMN GOOD, THE QUALITY IS DAMN GOOD AND IT WAS DAMN LOUD SO IT WAS FRIKIN AWESOME.

I dont know how to tell you lah.

Can't describe it in words.

If you watched it, you'll know what I mean.

Oh, lots of stuff happened that day.

But you dont need to know most of them.

Okay, anyway, school was BORING.

But it was DAMN slacky.

Okay, then after school, went for lunch with Kit Wai, Jolene and Li Yin.

And MR DWAYNE.

HAHAHHA.

We met him near school.

He just finished cutting his hair so we went to say hi to him.

And he said he wanted to have lunch with us coz he was bored.

So, we went to have lunch together at 85 market.

Talk about a load of stuff.

And laughed like shit. Hahah.

It was damn funny.

Then Ms Tan joined us.

Then after lunch, Mr Dwayne treated all of us to bbt!

So good, man.

Hahah.

Then went back to school.

Drama was awesome with a capital A.

Watched Jekyll and Hyde.

It was damn nice.

Then went home.

Then, went to the airport.

To send my grandparents off.

Yeap, then I was damn tired, then went home and crashed.

Hahah.

Kay, that's it (:

Bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

Even though I know there's no such thing as true love

Hellohello.

Now, I'll end my posts with a quote/saying/lyric also :P

HAHAH.

I'm making a lot of changes to my blog.

I edited the thingy at the side of the blog already.

Heh :)

Anyway, I am veryyy lazy to blog about all the days I didnt blog for.

So I'm just gonna blog about today.

Actually, I'm also damn lazy to blog about today o.o

Hahahah.

Idk what else I can blog about =\

Argh, I'll just end here lah.

Hahah. Sorry luh.

Bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

When you have beautiful eyes, you have a beautiful Soul

Hello.

When people ask me, "What's your personality like?"

I say, "I dont know."

But now I do know. Kind of.

I was reading a book the other day, and realised that one of the characters, I think his name was Gregory, is like a mirror.

He reflects the personality of the person he's with.

I think I'm like that too, but I'm not so sure.

Coz there are a few people whom I dont reflect.

Like Christine; hahah (:

When she's crazy, I'm not, so. She's an exception.

But I reflect loads of people.

But I'm not too sure why there are some I dont reflect.

I can only think of Christine now, so I cant list other people.

But for people I do reflect, the list goes on.

Like for example, my sisters.

They're two bundles of hell, man.

And when I'm with them, I'm like that to them too. Hahah.

When I'm with my brother, I'm quiet and emo-ish like him -.-

Emo-ish. Shit.

Anyway, when I'm with Pohyi, I'm like her.

I just realised this the other day. Like a few days ago.

When I'm with Shernise...

I'm not sure, actually, coz with Shernise, you're never sure.

And that's what makes her unique, actually.

She's unpredictable.

Like death. (I dont mean Shernise is like death, btw -.-)

Death is unpredictable.

I could die in the next 5 seconds if God wanted me to.

But apparently, God wants me to live longer than that (:

Anyway, as I was saying.

Oh, so the list goes on.

I'll probably bore you if I give you every single example.

You're probably bored now.

I dont even know why you're still reading this.

I dont even know why I'm WRITING this.

I dont write things like this in my blog.

I'm not supposed to, for hell's sake.

Nevermind.

This will be the one and only time I'll be writing something like this in my blog.

While I'm at it, I'll write some other things that I'm not supposed to say in here.

Hahah.

I feel like I have to share my thoughts.

And I hate doing that.

But, I dont know, I feel like I have to, for some reason.

Usually, I just write it all in my Diary (that's why I'm not supposed to write it here).

I express myself through writing.

So I wont really mind going mute. Hahah.

Okay, that was random. The thought just popped into my head, so I just wrote it down. Hahaha.

Okay, so some Diary-like stuff:

I recently found out that Soul Mates may not necessarily be love.

Like, it could be a best friend, for example.

Christine, you and I may have been sisters in a past life. Hahah.

Seriously, though, we could have been.

Here's a definition on "Soul Mates":

Somebody you met on a previous lifetime. During our lifetime, we have various Soul Mates. When you first meet somebody, did you ever had the feeling that you felt very comfortable around each other right away and felt you've known each other? That is a soul mate.

Soul Mate may not necessarily be your life partner. I met a Soul Mate and she is now my best friend. the first time we met each other, we became close friends really fast. A psychic told me that she was a sister from a previous lifetime. Therefore, we had instant connection which is called soul recognition.

You may have a lot of Soul Mates in this lifetime. Soul Mates are supposed to be people are going to teach us lessons and help us grow.

Yeah, that was someone's answer.

Omg, dont even ask me why the hell I'm reading up on such stuff, okay. Hahaha.

Embarrassing, much.

Whatever lah.

Okay, sooo, what was I saying, ah.

Oh yeah. I never knew that's what a Soul Mate was.

I always thought it was like love.

Damn, all the time I wasted... Pssh.

Oh, and also, 2012.

It isn't the year of the end of the world.

But I think something's gonna change in that year.

I think it's the beginning of a new era.

That's the most likely possibility. To me, of course.

OH, I FORGOT TO MENTION.

ALL THE THINGS I STATE(D) IN THIS ENTRY IS IN MY POINT OF VIEW!

Okay. So yeah, I think it's the beginning of a new era.

A time of change, all that.

I think the magentic poles will be reversed.

2012 is a mystery...

And another thing.

I am so, so, SO glad that I found out that astral projection goes against God's will.

Okay, uhm, this one is a little too private, so I'm not gonna elaborate on this.

It's already in my Diary, so I'm not going to write it here.

Sorrysorry.

Uhm, I think I'll go now.

By the way.

My post titles won't be just song lyrics anymore.

It might be quotes and all (:

Okay, so bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

I wish God doesn't punish suicidals.

I wanna go to sleep and never wake up again.

Hellohello.

Uhm, I'm gonna make this quick ;)

MONDAY

Ok, first day of school sucked like hell :(

It was damn boring, okay.

Got Mrs Joseph as form teacher and Mrs Lopez as co-form.

Mrs Lopez is okay, but Mrs Joseph... She's hardly around, so I guess it's okay?

Anyway, we did some lame stuff on the first day of school.

Had CCA also :(

I was like DAMN tired, so yeah.

And we practiced like shit man.

And the warm-ups were tiring D:

But, I still loved the part where we worked on our plays even though it was damn tiring.

It's fun! :)

Ok, then showed it to Mr Dwayne.

My group improved like hell! :D

Woohoo. So our seniors were proud, so they let us have a longer break :)

Then talked to Kit Wai about some stuffs =\

Then after Drama, went home.

TUESDAY

Okay, the second day of school was not as bad, but still boring.

I was damn tired and sleepy! D:

Math was the worst.

Uhm, after school, wanted to go White Sands with Xtine, Shernise, Pohyi and Sherlyn.

But Shernise said she wasnt sure if she wanted to go coz she didnt wanna go home alone.

So I told her I'll take the bus back to school with her and go home after that.

Then she was like "Okay!"

Hahhaah, I could like see her eyes light up, man. Hahaha.

Walked to the MRT.

Then played True or False on the MRT.

Then reached White Sands.

Bought frozen yogurt.

Bought chocolate again :)

It's delicious, tastes like chocolate ice-creammm! <3

Then went to eat at Macs.

Thennn, followed Xtine to look for a present for her bro's bday with Shernise.

Pohyi and Sherlyn went to the library first.

Walked around and around.

Couldnt think of anything to buy :(

And my legs were aching like shit, I think it's from Drama's warm ups. HAHAH.

Then went up to the library, played truth or dare.

My turn didnt come ;D

But I helped Shernise do her dare. HAHAH.

Then took the bus back with her to school.

I nearly slept like three times.

But I slept once coz I was damn tired and sleepy. AGAIN.

Then when reached her stop, we got off and I went to take a bus back. HAHAH.

Couldnt sleep coz got no seats.

Then went home.

WEDNESDAY

Okay, today I was sleepy again DD:

Seriously, I think I'm an insomniac now.

Tsk.

Last night, I went to bed at 10 something.

Listened to music on my iTouch.

Then couldnt sleep for a long time.

I looked at my iTouch to change song, IT WAS BLOODY 4.22 A.M.!

I was like "OHMYGODDDD!"

Then I was like, "SHIT, I DONT THINK I CAN WAKE UP LATER (at 5.30)"

But I did. HAHAH.

I woke up at 6.10.

So I was a little late, but I ran like shit.

So I managed to catch the bus.

The earlier bus, some more.

So pro. Hahahah.

Anyway, I was still sleepy in school :(

Lifeskills was damn boring. We didnt even do anything :O

Then VE S2, Gregory came in to relief our class.

He's damn fun to lie to, man.

HAHAH.

His lesson wasnt that boring until the last part.

Then Shernise managed to trick him to release us 10 mins later.

So had early recess.

Then Math was super boring! D:

My eyes were like drooping.

Then Drama teacher didnt come so went for I.T. lesson. Played minesweeper! XD

Then went for dance.

Quite okay luh.

Quite fun.

HAHAH.

But the dance steps are damn hard. Tsk.

Then after school had Chingay.

Sigh.

It was the worst! :(

My legs were burning, okay.

I like literally could feel the heat shoot up my leg when I stood up, it was like damn frikin pain D:

Argh, I regret going for the Chingay auditions -.-

Anyway, then went home lah.

Kk, bye!

Love♥
Zeal.

Hello! :)

OMG, I know I havent blogged in so long.

But I'm damn lazy to blog =\

I'll blog about everything now.

Okay, uhm, I'll start with Monday.

MONDAY

Ok, Monday was the day of my Christmas party.

Uhm, I wont go into the details.

Ok, just that first in the morning, went to WS with Shernise and Pohyi! (:

Did homework.

Played ToD also I think. Cant remember.

Then at night, Crissie came over for the party.

Then she slept over.

The party was okay luh.

I liked the food. Hahaha.

TUESDAY

I had a damn cool dream on that day.

One of the best dreams of my life (The first part only, though. The last part was... weird)

Anyway, woke up, and played cards with Crissie and sisters.

Then I forgot what we did =\

OH YEAH!

Me and Crissie went out to TM to buy colour clothes for my Drama Seniors' Farewell party which was on Wednesday.

WEDNESDAY

In the morning, went to WS with Shernise and Pohyi again! x)

Did a little homework.

Then decided to play ToD.

Me first -.-

I had to choose dare.

So my dare at first, was to stand in front of the chilli sauce thing and ask a macs guy where the chilli sauce was.

BUT, it changed to : ASK A RANDOM GUY FOR HIS NUMBER.

HAHAH. My god, I actually did it, man.

Even though it took me like 20 mins to finally have the guts to do it =X Hehehe

Embarrassing okay!

We were like stalking him >.<

Hahah.

Okay, then Pohyi's dare was to go into macs and ask the counter person where mcdonald's is.

Damn easy right! Hahah.

Then Shernise's was to give a letter to a random guy.

Then we were walking and we passed the toilet.

Then this really cute guy walked past.

She wanted to give it to him, but he went into the toilet -.-

So we went up to Kopitiam, and the guy came in!

LOL.

It was Fate okay!

It was damn funny.

Then we waited till he bought his drink.

But he went out, so we followed him.

And she gave him the letter.

And. Yeah, she doesnt want me to tell anyone about this part lah.

Kay, then after WS, we went to Pohyi's house.

First time I've been there!

Hahah.

Then talked and played.

Then her mum came home, so we left.

Then I took the bus with Shernise.

But got this group of malay guys sit behind us.

Sang songs to us! WTH.

And one of them threw the bus tickets at us.

Then we like turned around, and they laughed, then one of them said "Yes, can I help you ladies?"

I wanted to tell them to f off, but. Yeah. Hahah.

Then they continued singing =\

His singing is BADDD. Hahahah.

So we laughed, right? I mean, it's like a natural response.

Then they kept talking about us.

But they talked in Malay.

Very hard to understand.

But I made out a few stuff.

They said, dk what, "Fake boobs", "sexy chick", and some other crap stuff.

Then when we were leaving, they said "bye girls".

My God, I wanted to punch them, ok.

Okay, anyway.

Then met Kit Wai and Li Yin at Frolik so we went to Chelsea's house together.

We were the first ones there.

So we went to Chelsea's room.

And yah.

I very lazy to blog about the BBQ.

Just that it was awesome luh.

Bu I learned something about someone.

And it was like so sad.

Oh, the food was damn good.

Marshmallows FTW~! Hahahah.

Then played ToD. Lucky I never get called.

Okok, done lah. Very lazy to blog about the rest.

THURSDAY, FRIDAY AND SATURDAY

I forgot what I did on Thursday and Friday.

I only know I went out on Friday.

Okay, so Saturday.

Went to my dad's cousin's house for New Year's Party.

Very fun.

Played cards with cousins, but they went inside, so me and my sisters played by ourselves outside.

Coz inside very crowded, very stuffy.

But outside got people smoking =\

Anyway, then played ToD.

Very lame, my sisters. Hahahah.

Then went home at like 1.

Yea.

Very lazy to blog already.

Okay lah, I go now.

Byeee!

Love♥
Zeal.

P.S. Tomorrow is the first day of school! D: I dont wanna wake up early! :(