Hello!

Today was a very weird day.

Firstly, in the morning, I saw a guy I never thought I'd see ever again in my life...

But I cant talk about that.

No one knows about that;

It's one of my secrets.

Anyway, then I reached school.

Had assembly, went to class, had math.

Damn boringgg!

Then had Malay.

Surprisingly, very surprisingly,

It was the best period of the day (besides recess, of course)

The rest of my day sucked crap.

After recess had Science test.

Then had lit which was super boring.

And damn weird.

Coz of something.

Geography also.

I never knew my friend(s) was/were like that.

I misunderstood so many things.

Of course, I cant tell what a person is really like, but I'm getting a clearer picture.

Change is occurring in everybody, me included.

The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live in...

Change is inevitable.

But so many people I know are changing for the worse.

Well, whatever.

It's none of my business.

If they want to change like that, let them.

Why the hell should I give a damn.

Some of my friends lie about every single thing she's ever told me;

Some get agitated so easily nowadays;

Some dont give a crap what they do anymore...

At least I know who my true friends are, now.

And even if we wont remain best friends in the future, I'll always remember her.

Forever.

Yeah, she keeps some things from me, but I keep things from her, too.

Everyone has their secrets.

It's what you choose to tell that matters, I guess.

I do so much for my friends, go out of my way to help them.

I just typed out a whole essay on what I really think, then I deleted everything.

Tsk.

Omg, I think I'm gonna have an outrage attack.

I'm seriously damn effing pissed and angry.

From long time ago actually, even though I've never really showed it.

Oh, now I know my worst habit.

Keeping everything in.

But, it's something I like about myself also...

I hate it when people try to understand me.

So I'd hate to meet a mind reader. Hahah.

But I'm selfish.

I wanna be a mind reader. HAHAH.

Oh, whatever.

I seem to be wasting a lot of my time dreaming.

Dreaming about things that'll never come true...

Shit, I'm doing it again.

I'm gonna go now before I say more things I shouldn't say.

I'm too lazy to edit out all the things I shouldn't have said.

Okay, bye.

Love♥
Zeal.

Love is the sweetest of dreams and the worst of nightmares