Hello.

And ohemgee.

I found out, recently, like yesterday, that I still likeee.

That guy.

Yeah...

I got a damn big shock.

I seriously thought I was over him!

And then,

I see him,

and my heart makes a quadruple flip and skips so many beats I should probably be dead.

Okay, enough with the drama.

But I'm serious.

Ohmygoshhhh. He is so... Gah, nevermind.

Before I start ranting on his awesome-ness ;D

HAHAHAH. Kidding, kidding.

SUNDAY

So, I went to Church, and the class before mine (his class), didnt finish yet.

So the people from my class were like waiting outside right, and Jay walks past.

And I didnt feel anything!

Just shock that he was there coz I dont usually see him in Church.

Anyway, he didnt see me coz I think he was looking for something or someone.

OMG, I think he was looking for the class he was supposed to be teaching! Hahaha.

I just realised that only.

Anyway, so when Jay came, HIS class ended, and he came out.

And I was like :O

I'm serious!

I think my mouth dropped.

But I dont think so.

Aiyahr, Idk lah.

So there I was, in the middle of two of my crushes (Apparently, I got over Jay, so crush and ex-crush :D)

It was damn weird.

Seriously. Super the damn weird.

Luckily, Maegan didnt see HIM.

Coz she knows who he is.

Then Jay went up the stairs to the third floor, probably.

But he was still there.

He was lingering outside the class, super near to where I was.

Omg, it took so much not to turn and walk away.

Hahah. I hate being so close to him. It makes me feel so...

Like fainting or something =\

Hahah. But of course I wont lah.

It just FEELS like it.

I could have sworn he saw me.

So I smiled at him, but he didnt smile back...

So I assume he didnt see me.

OR, he's trying to let me know he's totally uninterested.

Which I already know, for that matter.

I mean, I was just smiling to be friendly! :(

Sigh. Whatever lah!

So, class was boring.

When it ended, I rushed down like shit, hoping to see him, but I didnt.

Gah.

Then went to Parkway; Borders.

Bought books! Hahah.

Vampire and ghost and angel books (:

And CDs.

OH, I saw Hillary Yuen at the food court o.o

Hahah. But she didnt see me.

Okay.

MONDAY

Today sucked like hell.

First, had P.E.

At first, I was okay.

Totally fine.

But then, after running, felt like fainting.

BUT IN A BAD WAY!

WHEN IT COMES TO HIM, IT'S IN A GOOD WAY.

HAHAHAAH.

Yeah, so, felt like fainting.

My head felt damn light and stuff =\

But I still did the excersises and stuff.

I hate missing out on things coz I'm sick or something.

Makes me feel so weak.

Which I totally HATE.

So I still did the exercises.

BAD IDEA.

When I went back up, was even more giddy.

Vomitted once.

It's been so damn long since I vomitted.

Pssh. Whatever.

Then saw Jolene, she had so many wounds on her leg!

4 people pushed her.

Poor thing :(

Then someone said, "if teacher walk by, say she's giving birth".

LOL.

Then went Science lesson.

No idea what Mr Faisal was talking about.

Only understand some parts.

Then recess.

Ate.

Then Shernise got damn bad stomach cramps.

Amanda and I brought her to sick bay.

Then Amanda went up coz History started already.

But I stayed with Shern.

Then the GO people kept on giving her stuff.

But nothing helped =\

Then she fell asleep, so I went back up.

Only had 25 mins of history left.

Then after History, had English.

Sucked as usual -.-

Dammit, have G.A. tomorrow! D:

Then after school, packed Shernise's stuff, was going to bring it down for her, but she came up.

She was feeling much better I think.

Then went to White Sands.

Bought presents.

A present, actually.

Then took cab back to school coz I was late for CCA.

Rushed like crap.

Changed damn fast, ran and stuff.

But no one was mad at me, thank God.

Dammit, CCA was frikin funnn!♥

Love my seniors.

Drama wont be the same without them, I swomise.

Damnnn, I'm gonna miss them a lot like crazy when they stop CCA! :(

Seriously, they're damn fun.

They always make me laugh.

They're all so friendly and all.

Sigh.

I'll seriously miss them a lot lah.

Sec 3's this year only have 6 of them!

So damn little! :(

Anyway, then yeah, went home and stuff.

Hahah.

BY THE WAY

Love is a complicated thing.

It can be so beautiful,

yet it can be so heartbreaking,

so painful.

Okay, bye.

Love♥
Zeal.

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye