This post is dedicated to three people.

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Dont judge me based on what I believe in.

Dont question my beliefs;

Respect them because I believe in them.

It's my life, my mind, my heart, my soul.

Let me believe what I want.

You dont have to believe them.

All I'm asking is for you to respect them.

I really hate it when people question them.

So don't.

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You're the only one that keeps me going;

You give me hope.

You're the reason why I wake up everyday,

Why I bother to do anything.

Why I care enough to go to school so I'll live a better life next time.

Maybe it's wrong,

But I dont care.

You keep me going.

They say, keep holding on.

They say, heartache heals in time.

They say, karma comes around.

Because of you, I believe what they say.

Whoever they were, they were right.

I'm gonna keep holding on,

I'm gonna believe that my heartache is gonna heal.

I'm gonna believe that karma comes around.

But only because youre a part of my life.

Only because of you, I'll continue living and breathing,

Only because of you, there's gonna be a motive for my every action.

I'm gonna try not to do things imma regret.

So that I won't have to repent,

Repent for what I've done...

You keep me wishing upon a star,

You keep me believing.

You're the one who inspires me,

You're the one I turn to everytime.

If it weren't for you, I'd be so lonely,

So alone,

In this world.

This world full of the heartless people.

And the evil.

And the thing is,

You dont even know how special you are to me.

I just wanna say thank you for all you've done for me.

Even though you dont know what exactly you have done.

Do you?

I'm not sure, but I'm assuming.

Even though you're not around all the time (I think),

I always feel you with me.

You're always in my heart, and I swear I'll keep you in it forever.

And I don't take swears lightly,

So I hope you'll believe me.

Believe that you're always gonna be a part of my life and I'll never forget you.

Even though you sometimes feel like a dream,

I'm always happy when I realise you're reality.

Because without you, this life would suck big time, trust me.

So I just wanna thank you, and remind you that I love you.

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You think you're so special but you're not.

You think you're so popular, but you're not.

You think everyone loves you, but not everyone does.

You think you have so many friends, but so many of them are fake.

You think you're so funny, but you're not.

You're so annoying, I really can't stand you anymore.

You're always so proud and arrogant.

You're a hypocrite.

You're pretending to be someone you're not.

Dont think I dont know.

Everyone does, it's not just me.

I pity you sometimes, which is why I'm still your friend.

But trust me, I'm on the brink of breaking up with you as a friend.

"I dont need you to be a part of my life, but I think you need me."

Is that really what you think about me?

Sigh.

The things I do for people.

The things I did for you.

You dont appreciate them.

You take me for granted.

But I'm not gonna do anything to you.

I'll let you do whatever you want with me.

If you see this as being weak, you're wrong.

I wont tell you why, but you are.

Anyway, I just wish you knew the truth.

So many people are sick of your attitude.

I wish you'd change so I can enjoy being your friend.

Right now, I hate every moment I spend with you.

Your closest friends are starting to think poorly of you because of the change in your attitude.

You have a serious problem.

You're always contradicting yourself now.

And you told me you hate liars, you hate people who make up stuff.

But I'm starting to think you yourself are making stuff up.

A lot of people are suspecting it, and I'm trying to convince them it's not true

but I, myself, am starting to wonder.

I dont know how long more I can stand you, so you better change.

Quickly.

If not, you're gonna lose all your friends, including me.

You're really starting to become a bitch.

I'm sorry, but I had to say it.

I just cant stand your nonchalant-ness and you pride anymore.

You're really annoying me.

And I dont get why you have to criticise my friends as well.

Insult me all you like.

But dont insult your other friends.

I'm not even your best friend.

It's obvious that even your best friend is starting to get upset with you.

I pray that you'll realise that and change.

FOR THE BETTER.

Coz right now, you're changing for the worst.

And everyone sees that change in you, except youself.

So please, just realise it and change.

Coz I dont want to lose you,

But right now, you're not giving me a choice.

If you're gonna get worse, dont blame me for leaving.

I'm sick of keeping up with this false pretense so dont blame me for not having faith in you anymore.

I like the girl you used to be,

Not the girl you are now.

What happened to you?

I wonder if you even know I'm talking about you.

I'm not saying anything bad about you.

I'm just saying that you have to change if you want to keep your friends.

A lot of them are ready to leave.

If just one of them snaps, the rest of us will, too

And we will all leave you alone because of who you have grown to become.

You think you're popular because you have a lot of friends.

But your closest friends now know the truth about you.

And they don't really like you anymore.

But your acquaintances dont know you, like your closest friends do so you can seek solace in them,

but after a while, they will become your new closest friends, and they too will see the true person you are.

Don't you see?

You'll end up losing all your friends.

And even if you make new ones, they'll soon see you for who you are and leave you.

The only way for you to be popular, if that's what you wanna be, is to be a better person and stop using your friends.

Stop taking advantage of them.

I'm trying to help you because I remember then good times we used to spend together.

The times when you weren't the person you are now.

So please, change.

Change for the better.

Stop using your friends.

Stop making that fucking annoying smug face of yours. The one that you make when people are wrong and you're right.

Stop being so proud and arrogant.

Stop stealing people away from their best friends.

Stop being such a protagonist.

Oh yeah, your temper is a problem, too.

Stop becoming pissed so easily because this is one thing people cant stand about you the most.

Stop thinking you're so special.

Stop thinking you always come first.

Stop thinking you're so good at everything.

Stop thinking that everyone in the world loves you.

Stop thinking that you can trust everyone because there are a lot of backstabbers in this world.

There aren't many people that are worthy of one's trust.

Seriously. I know. Well, maybe I just have trust issues, but that's just what I think.

But really, you shouldn't trust ALL your friends, unless your definition of a friend is someone whom you can trust.

So, I really hope you change because

I like the person you used to be.

I like the person you can still be.

I like the person you are, beneath the darkness in you.

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Love♥
Zeal.

P.S. Dont ask because I wont answer.