I hate you.
You messed up everything.
I used to be controlled,
I used to know myself.
But then you came.
And then, everything just...
Everything I thought I believed in,
Everything I thought I knew,
Those things,
They just crumbled.
They were decimated.
But I love you.
My unrequited love for you,
Will always remain that way, I know.
But there's always a shred of hope.
Hope that I can't kill.
Even though it's not good to believe in the impossible,
I do.
Even though I shouldn't be loving you,
I do.
Even though I know we can never be,
I love you.
And I know I shouldn't, but my heart has been touched already.
Falling out of love,
It's a hard thing to do.
Harder, even, for me.
I hate you.
But I love you.
You confused me,
But with you, I see clearly.
You messed me up,
But with you, I know just what I want.
And even though I know I shouldn't love you,
I do.
Words unspoken as we gaze,
Gaze into eyes.
Words unspoken,
Words not needed.
Things I wish for,
Things that'll never be.
I dream of the way it could be,
Of the way I wish it would be,
Of the way things'll never be,
Never could be.
I love you.
Love♥
Zeal.

@ 4/15/2010 06:26:00 PM