I have of you;
They seem so real,
Too real.
But they'll never be anything more than a dream.
Dreams and reality should never be mixed up, I know.
But I can't help it.
It's just the way I am.
A dreamer,
A girl who will never be able to see her dreams,
And wishes,
Come true.
So I dream of the way it could be,
Of the way I wish it would be.
Of the way I wish you were actually in my life,
Like the way you are in my dreams.
Like the way we are together in my dreams.
But it could not be.
It could never be.
And I spend my time,
Thinking,
Wishing,
Dreaming,
About you;
Wondering if you ever gave me a thought,
Wondering if you ever missed me,
Wondering if you know how I feel,
Wondering if it amuses you because of the expression you wear on your face.
That same, amused expression which drives me insane,
Because I never know what it is that amuses you,
But still, you wear that expression.
Can't you just tell me why?
But of course you wouldn't.
To you, I'm just another girl, aren't I?
Just another girl in your life.
I dream of the way it could be,
Of the way I wish it would be.
Of the way it could not be,
Never could be.
Love♥
Zeal.

@ 4/01/2010 06:21:00 PM