It's the special time of the day,

The time when people make wishes.

And for the first time,

I didn't wish for you.

For the first time,

I prayed.

Really prayed.

Never have I prayed for anything so hard before.

And I didn't pray for you.

I thanked God for you.

As crazy as it might sound,

I don't want you anymore.

It's not that I don't love you anymore.

I just don't want you.

This is why :

I realised how selfish I've been.

I keep wishing and praying to God for you,

But I haven't thanked God.

So I prayed,

I thanked him that he brought you into my life.

I know I don't deserve you,

Not one bit.

Because surely someone as good as you shouldn't have come into the life of someone like me,

Even if you did leave.

So from today,

I'm not gonna wish for you anymore.

Instead, at that special time of the day,

I'm going to thank God.

Thank God for bringing you into my life,

Even if you did leave.

I love you.

I never will stop, will I?

I hope I do.

Because I know you don't like it.

I know you don't like the fact that I love you.

I'm sorry.

Love♥
Zeal.



At these thoughts, I cry to myself everyday.