Hello.

I don't wanna blog about school because I don't think you'll be interested in it.

Sooo, I shall blog about...

(I'm actually on Google now.

I just typed : What to blog about when you have nothing to blog about. HAHA)

Well, none of the things seem interesting, so, here's a poem :)

(Don't blame me. I have nothing to do. Besides homework, that is.

And I'm sorry my poems are gross, so you can stop reading now :] )

The Haunting.

When you left me,
There was nothing left.
My soul was devoid of feeling.
My heart, felt only pain.

Through my eyes, I couldn't see.
Everything was dark.
Nothing made sense,
And everything was just a blur.

That is why time passed so fast,
Because nothing will be remembered.
The days trickled together,
Time didn't mean anything to me.

Each passing heartbeat,
Each flitting second,
I could only think the same things.
In my head was you.

And then the memories began to fade,
Crucified.
And the pain was resurrected,
Brought back to haunt.

The days suddenly seemed endless,
And a second was an eternity.
The shadows came back,
And everything was just darker.

There was a total absence of light,
It was a total eclipse.
Everything, everywhere,
Nothing could be seen.

Only one thing I knew for sure,
Only one thing was in the faraway light.
I only knew for certain that I love you,
And I always will.

That was what I thought to myself,
What I thought when I cried myself to sleep.
What I thought when my voice broke with sorrow,
When the empty, aching feeling grew and grew.

It grew until it devoured me.
I couldn't conquer it.
Because this love, it makes me weak.
And I can't fight this love.

And why does fate have to be so cruel?
She always makes me see you.
I know that once, I wished for that to happen.
Has it been only three months?

Now I want nothing but to forget you.
Because you haunt me day and night,
Awake and dreaming.
I hate you but I can't stop loving you.

Because even though you scarred my heart,
Tore my wings apart,
And broke my soul,
I know you're an angel.

You're the angel that watches over me,
But maybe I don't want you to look after me.
Nobody else sees it.
Why? You'll never give me answers.

Love♥
Zeal.



You were one in a million and I was just one of a million.