Dear Mum and Dad.
I know I haven't been such a good girl,
I know I haven't been your dream daughter.
I know I go out too much, especially since you don't like it when I go out.
But you still give me money, you buy me things (some I don't even need),
You give me freedom,
And by giving me freedom and your trust,
You give me happiness.
So, I wanna thank you a lot.
So, so much.
More than anyone else.
You have made me the person I am today.
Without you, I wouldn't even be here.
And even though I sometimes wish that I was never born,
Come to think of it,
If I never was born,
I'd never have met such lovely people that are in my life right now.
I'd never have experienced the most amazing, magical things.
I'd never have been able to experience my heart beating so fast at just the sight of certain things.
Certain, wonderful things. Haha.
I'd never have been able to taste the heavenly goodness of chocolate and starbucks ;)
If I was never born,
I'd be nothing.
And even though I'd rather be nothing sometimes,
There are other times where I just love life.
Like a lot.
And if it weren't for you, I'd never be.. Well, here.
So, thank you.
And it's not just for bringing me here,
You've helped me no matter what,
You've always been there.
You tell me that I can tell you anything, even if it's something that will upset you, so that you can help me.
You support me in everything I do.
And although I get pissed off with you sometimes and I take advantage of you,
I really, really, really appreciate your being there.
And I'm sorry.
You'll never know how much I love you.
But even though I'm not expressive,
Even though I don't actually tell you many things,
And I don't come to you when I'm sad or in trouble,
I want you to know that I feel you there, always.
I know I'm not alone.
Because you told me you'd be there when I need you,
And I trust your words.
You may even be reading this right now,
I'm not sure.
So if you are,
I love you :)
Love♥
Zeal.

Haha, this was the only picture I could find.
Well, this is true.
Thanks mum for somehow knowing just what to do! (:
@ 8/16/2010 07:50:00 PM