Yes, you can actually (:

BUT FUCK, he might not be the same as he is in your dreams.

He might be a totally different guy.

But you'll never know, it might all just be a facade.



Why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you why you.



Do you know why I'm losing my fucking mind?

Let me tell you.

WE KEEP PLAYING THAT BLOODY FREAKING GAME.

You know which one?

Of course you do, because you always start it first.

It's the one where you see me, then you walk so slowly towards me.

Then you just stand there and do something.

Like, use your phone, check the time, look around.

Then you'll know that I'm looking at you.

AND THEN YOU'LL HALF-SMILE AND MY HEART WILL FUCKEN GO CRAZY,

Because you know that I'm looking at you and you probably know what's going on in my head.

I don't think anyone will understand this except us,

But whatever.

I love this game but I hate it as well.

I mean, seriously!

Are you trying to drive me insane?!

God!





This is how pathetic you make me feel.



Love♥
Zeal.

These are her secrets,